okay yeah, so?!?

yeah, i've been thinking..

*suddenly a mospuito bit her n she spilled the milo  =.="*

ok, where was i...i've been thinking..n reading lately..ALOT. n u knoe wat? i found out the my blogging sucks..my blog is filled with broken english..unecessary things n some other stuff...well guess wat? i dunno, it's jus wad i feel. i type wat i wanna type,wat i feel at that point of time. i knoe i dun use BOMBASTIC words, n i use alot of smilies n sutff.but well, if i WERE talking 2 u in real life, that wud be EXACTLY wat i wud b doing.yes, i WUD be smilling n laughing alot..but i guess, on paper, it just isnt the same , no? n yes, i knoe i dun type the words in full, n have alot of short forms.but hey, it's not like i can type super fast can i? n if i even bother 2 type the whole thing in full, it wud take forever...lol..my hands are trained to play the piano fast...not type fast..XD

(urghh..the stupid mosquito's bugging me again)

so yeah, i knoe i rite alot of unnecesarry,inconvenient and unimportant stuff. so forgive me.i tend to linger on the unimportant n tiny details rather than looking at the big picture. (as i have been told many a time before) n yes, i tend to get off-point most of the time.i dont reali organise my words carefully n the result shows when i blog. i need some time to get used to these kinds of computer stuff. forgive me..i'm not tech savvy..s i have said b4..

some ppl just do it effortlessly, but, well, i guess i'm not in the same catagory as them. i have to plan my words carefully if i'm ever gonna break thru to a new level. guess years of speaking broken english, wad with all the 'lahh's n 'ma's and the fact that i never bothered to correct myself or go the extra mile to put in a gud big word or two,has contributed greatly to wat u have here in this blog of mine.owh well, speaking manglish is definitely hip (to me) n gud (in some kind of way, i guess), but u only see the results when u actually sit down, n try to write a simple essay let alone a blog post with proper grammar,...and for those hu are ambitious, add hints of big words here n there.. (or some even have truck loads full of them, with big words occuring in almost every sentence)..so mind u, i aint gonna type like this in every post of mine..this, to me, is a considerably gud post, by MY standard, but, to u, it may be jus another normal post, with nothing special...well then, i guess our standards are miles apart. n u shud also consider the fact that the one blogging is NOT a great scholar or sumone hu went 2 cambridge or oxford..(or any of those great n prestiges universities for that matter  ^^...if u get what i mean )..so well, i guess that shud set u thinking,no?

.....

GREAT! so, if u like, dont read. but, if u still wanna go on reading n enduring the eye-pain-ing irritating,super long n annoying posts of mine, then a big thanks to u!..but bear with me as much as u can. i'm trying my best here okay?

~zoe~

super sad case..

lol..so yeah, havent been blogging that much lately..n yeah, ok..so lets c...went to watch...

MADAGASCAR!!!...

lol..dat was fun...hahass..i wanna blog abt it...but, nahh,dun wanna spoil the effect...4 those hu havent watched it yet...u shud reali go n c it..especially if u guys have seen M. 1 b4..hahaxx....

cast:Alex,Marty,Melman,Gloria,King Julien,Morris,Mort,Motto2,Zuba,Makunga,Super-Terrible-but-strong-Old-Lady,Penguins,Monkeys..n i think dat's abt it..^^..

super funny lahh dat show..hees...^^...especially the part when alex was in the "tong" wif his father in the air..n the bad ol' lady was shooting them...LOL lahh seriously...n then, alex was passing messages to marty thru the monkeys..n then....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAaaa....i wont tell...u go watch it urself..hahahahahss..i was reali ROFL-ing..hehe..as in rolling in my SEAT laughing...kenot tahan...haish..*wipes tears from eyes*..

then, bought my couzie her b'day prezzie...huahua...

then, pergi makan..then,...EHH!..saw aunty grace low n family walk in..so, keng-kai abit lorh..hehe..talk talk talk..then, after makan...went wif them to visit uncle yong...

dat time when balik dee, i think the man u vs. man city was over dee..of course i din knoe the result lahh..so wateva..neither did i care..but i wanted to go to mamak stall n catch the match between CHELSEA and ARSEnal...haih..of course dad din let me...n i guess it was kinda late (for him) lah..so, i went to get myself ready 4 bed..saw the SEJARAH book lying on my bed, pushed it aside, n went to sleep...kakaka..sue me..

in the morning, woke up, turned on the radio..heard sumthing abt golf..i was like..o-kay..blah the blah blah..was waiting 4 the footie results..n guess wad?...

results from the matches last nite...arsenal beat chelsea 2-1..while manchester united beat manchester city 1-0 too!!!...arrgghhhhh!!!.....so sad lahh weih..seriously...so SAD...haish..then, go do maths AGAIN...ish laa this thing...then,...went on9 4 a while..then, makan...then, got n sms from my sai lo :-

he said:"ehh, ur sai lo very hepi la...u knoe y?..guess......it's sumthing to do wif last nite..."

n i was like....haiyoo!!!...not now laa sai lo...y now?...ppl sad dee lahh..n if u all dunno yet, he's an ARSEnal supporter....

actually i support arsenal too lahh..a tinsy wee bit?..if chelsea's not playing...but then, of course i wud have wanted chelsea to win when they play ma...heish...so..until now lorr..sad case mia...n the worse thing is that chelsea's goal wasnt even their goal!!...am i confusing u?....s in, it was n own goal by djourou...(embarasing lahh...)..anyhoo, my sai lo is still a very bad mia sai lo lah...dun wan fren him dee...T_T...*sigh*..n SAI LO..if u ever read this, i want u to knoe that, the BLUEs were jus giving chance to the GUNNERS...n u knoe wat he'll say?..aww,too bad then......bummer..

hahaxx..so yeah, dat's the interesting stuff that has happened so far...n deb, WE mish u tonnes too!..come up lahh!!...hehe..

peace out ppl,

zoe..

BLESSED BIRTHDAY JOANNIE DEAR!!!

DARLING~~~...

haish..dear dear dear..first n foremost,...

A VERY VERY VERY BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO JOANNIE DARLING!!!!

DEAR JOANNIE,this is NOT a tag...X]

hahass, to is to a very special person...as u can c her name there *points*..aww, JOAN, i miss u loads!..so sorry that i havent sent u birthday present yet, but i'll find a way to let it reach u B4 next year..hehe..

actually, although i've jus known u 4 such a short time, i found out wad a lovely, wonderful, great n AWESOME person u are...u're so nice...i love u. n U KNOW THAT!..hahahh..so yeah, this is all 4 my birthday post 4 u dear..

ME . LUV . U !!..

so yeah, this is the birthday gurl:-

hahahh..i dunno y, but i jus love this picture..XD..hehe..

HAIYA!...i wanted 2 put the picca of joan...u knoe? the:-                                                                  

                                                           ::Alpaca::             ;          ::Joannie::         

one?..but her face got cut of...so i'll put another one..

hahahh..aww, <3's...

ishh..this gurl ahh, she hates vaining...so very the hard to get herpiccas lahh..T_T..

hahahh..i love the second picha too!..but i love the alpaca one more!..n i wad's more, i have it!..*smiles proudly*..hahahh..

so yeah, love u ppl!..n of course, the burfday gurl, JOANNIE LEE...

i'm out,

zoe..

                                                                                        

hello world~~..

hahahh..hello world..

i'm currently talking to DANIEL BOAY..hahahh..dunno how to concentrate on both blogging AND talking to him at the same time.hahahh.lol..

so yeah, CH was fun.uhuh, my couzies were great..my family was great.LOL...

FINALLY!!...finally finally finally STOPPED talking to him...phew!..haha.no offense danny dear.so let's c, the hols have been boring....as usual.but the past week hasnt been so bad actually. went to ch..had a great time there, as i was saying..lol..i'm growing FAT..n when i say fat..i MEAN fat!

imagine if on... 

DAY 1:u had scones for tea, n a heavy dinner..

DAY 2:u had bacon and eggs 4 breakfast, 2 muffins with marmalade (homemade) for tea, n roast pork,spagghetti and grilled potatoes for dinner..

DAY3:u have bacon and eggs again in the morning..scones again 4 tea..n i mean REAL scones..with butter n jam..STEAMBOAT dinner..(got urself stuffed)..n CAKE 4 supper..

DAY 4: u have sausages, eggs, beans..n some other stuff i cant remember for breaky..n SUCKLING PIG, CRABS, PRAWNS, and fish moore with sea cucumber and scalop soup for lunch..on top of that, u have two BIG cups of ice-cream..homemade ice-cream...ooh..rum n raisin, chocolate, n cookies n cream...

ARRGGHHHH!!!!..now u knoe how fat i got!...ish..embarassing niar...hmmpph...

but the gud news is that, i have gotten fairer-th'nx to no more tennis, n taller too...sumthing i felt jus recently..hahahh..so yeah..n guess wad? on top of all that food, i'm still only 50 kg...hahahh..i was 49 b4..lol..NOW u knoe how heavy i am..XD..

n guess wat? daniel was telling me like..."owh, i shud get back into shape..n owh...i shud get back my six-pack n make it more visible"...n i'm like..DANIELLL!!.....hello?..do u even knoe how fat I am?...ish lahh u...haha..*whacks dan*..lol..

so yeah, tat's abt it so far..i might get back to talkin to him soon...real soon..hees...aiyak, tot of going to buy slippers (coz mine went pllkk! when i was playing football..with my slippers on..  tee-hee)..now cannot pulak...have to finish MATHS again!!....iissshhh!!..i hate maths....i hate hate hate hate maths!..hahahh..so yeah...woh, n in CH, there was astro..so we were watching these guys doing awesome tricks wif footballs on ESPN. lol, i think i gotta practise some of those tricks lahh...my control of the ball seriously sucks weih...hees...

hidup

CHELSEA!!!..*blue angels*..lol

yah yahh..i knoe they did not score a single goal that day against NEWCASTLE...but still they are on the top of the premier league!..XD..MWUAHAHAHAHHH!!..(even if it's bcoz of the number of goals..) lol..no offense u ppl..=]..i have to write abt this..XD...hees..

so yeah, joannie's birthday is coming in a few days, owh!..i havent replied her letter yet..sorry dear...u'll have to wait yeah...^^..n ur prezzie..urmm, when u come back,i'll pass it to u..which mostlikely will be a long long long long lonnnggg time more..XD...so i'll jus keep storing up ur presents in my room until u come back,..they'll jus b accumulating dust in my room...SO U BETTER COME BACK DEAR...N COME BACK SOON!...i ish teh missing u loads..T_T

that's all for now..^^

womaniser..

zoe..XD

It's over ~ Jesse McCartney

It's over ~ Jesse McCartney

We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons, really why we together?
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all
Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough, I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better so if I'm not returning your calls it's cause

[Pre-Chorus:]
Cause I'm not coming back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not any more
I got the picture phone baby, your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

[Chorus 1:]
Cause it's over girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin 7 don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
Cause it's over I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin messages don't wanna know where you been
Baby cause it's over
I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
Still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
When your troubles stayed & occupied
Oh, ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need is another episode keep conversations short and sweet because

[Pre-Chorus:]
Cause I'm not coming back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not any more
I got the picture phone baby, your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

[Chorus 1:]
Cause it's over girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin 7 don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
Cause it's over I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin messages don't wanna know where you been
Baby cause it's over
You know that it's over when the burnin' & the yearnin inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you & move you like the way she moved you before
And you wanna pull her close, but your heart has froze you kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes I love your heart forever and it hurts you but you know that it's better

[Chorus 2:]
Girl you know it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin 7 don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
Cause it's over I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin messages don't wanna know where you been
Baby cause it's over
Cause it's over girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin 7 don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
Cause it's over I swear girl it's over this time
So don't be callin' leavin messages don't wanna know where you been
Baby cause it's over

It's Over Lyrics

the song~

play my music..

hey peeps..today, mumu was like, incharge of taking care of the class while saniyeh went out to clear her stuff..(dunno whether she's coming to skool onot)..n then he was like,

zoe, tengok belakang..jo-nyee..dunno this lahh, that lahh..zoe, tidur..hana, tak buat kerja..eric,....diam..lol...diam oso name kena written down kah?..ahahaxx..mumu's soooo funnee lahh..n so cute!..mumu is like seriously, da bomb!n if u ever read this, i love u mumu!!...

i today, sumthing reali bad happened today..urrgghhhh!!

U GOT PROBLEM IZIT? HUHH? SAKIT MENTAL IZIT? STUPID PEVERTED-DIRTY-MINDED-RUDE-AND-EMBARASSING-DUMBO?

wat's ur problem huh? i cannot tahan dee..i knoe lahh..u liked me last time..n was so not interested..n i never was, n never will be..n then u tried to get my atention..i oni said those stuff so that u wouldnt like e anymore..n then now, u think wat hahh? u do u think u are?? jus becoz jezz keng-ed u, n i agreed, doesnt mean u have to go around saying those peverted stuff about me kay? u got a serious problem izit? wat's ur problem hahh?? u're so dirty minded!..at least keep it to urself..or say sumthing else lahh..u knoe how disgusting n disgraceful it is to say that onot? dumbo dumbo dumbo!!..

urgghh!! i cud maki u, but peeps, u knoe i would never use foul language, especially in my blog?!? haiz..seriously lahh..i was so mad at u jus now..but i forgave u dee..i just hope that u will change..only GOD can do that..u're such a FREAK!!...aaaaahhhhhhhh!!!...*shrieks*..

i love u jo-nyee!..i love u, i love u, i love u, i lovee u!!!..th'nx 4 being with me there,..u reali helped me, n i don feel so bad anymore,..i feel like saying to "u"..wad's ur problem? u're such a coward that u have to say that kind of stuff izit? nuthin' better to use ur mouth for izit? heyoo..if u're sooooooo high n mighty,..how come so many people HATE u? n i mean it? go change lahh..think about it...u are terrible..n i hope that u will turn over a new leaf..

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!...man,..this sucks...thanks so much jo n hari, for being there 4 me...i love u guyz so much!..

ooh, n "shomebody's" birthday is coming up tomorow ahh??..XD..hahaxx..u knoe hu u r lahh sayang..=]..mwah..

okay, imma go now, n people, u don have to understand..oni jo knoe's how bad n rude, n disgusting wad he said was..n how much it hurt me...owh well...

today was fun i guess..i jus noticed that syahir/shahir..however u spell his name..the form 1 dude..is cute...n hot...yeah yeah..but he's short lahh..owh owh, n st. john's kawad was fun..we learned how to do belakang pusing..^^..*beams proudly*..i got it!!...all in one day!!..lol..*perasan*..owh well..sue me..hahaxx...

i'm off,                                                    

zoe..

the bitterness of it all

owh..hey guyz, again..life's so tough..i feel like vomiting now...T_T..*sobx*

i wanna cry, 

and the tears will never dry,

no matter wat i do,

or wat i think,

it will never change,

i'll jus continue to sink..

life's so hard, 

when the one u love,

doesnt love u back the same way,

n u cant be with that person, 

no matter wat.. (okie so this doesnt rhyme,.. hey i'm feeling depressed kay? )

haih, i wanna stop,

but i jus cant,

that person's so special,

owh why why?

okay i gotta go,

i'll continue when i'm free kay?

lol

zoe..

*countinueation*

life's so hard,
when u have no one beside you, told hold u, n to encourage u when u're down.
no special someone there, u knoe u can always cry on.
sure, u have great frenz, but their not that person..the one u wanna b with when u're so down..

why am i like this?
i've changed so much. this is so NOT me.. if u knoe me well..
haih..ppl keep on saying that i'm emo..
well, i'm sorry if i've hurt u guyz in any way, coz i'm reali not myself now..n i'm seriously NOT thinking straight..so i'm reali sorry.. kay?
give me some time, cope with me..n please dun jus let me fall..i dun wanna burn out..like so many of them.
 
okay. i'm done 4 now..=]..
listening to play my music by jo bros..love it..(from camp rock mahh..=D)

zoe..

okie okie...sorree 4 not blogging 4 so long...

hahaxx..sorree sorree..XD..
hmmm..u guyz knoe..ppl alwayz got problems..then i m kind-of like a listening ear 4 them..but then..sumtimes...i need a break 2 maa..n i DO have problems of my own...XD..
that's y i got a blog!!...=]..hahaxx..okie..let's start wit wednesday...hmm..

WEDNESDAY..

hmm..today nuthin' much happened..but got 2 knoe some bad stuff..=(..haih...private larhh..
st. john's...we had jamuan...(singapore bihun)...wat laa...
then,..got penyampian sijil...
then..go play water balloons..or more like jux water...DIRTY WATER!!...urgghh..but so boring..din get splashed much oso...bored lahh..okie...let's go next..



THURSDAY!!.. 

today arr...hmm..ok..let's skip da morning part kay??..skool was boring...XD..hehe..we played bola baling!!...wow!!..my first pj 4 dis year!!...
then,..we had 2 stayback 4 music guitar class..=]..then....

jang jang jang jang!!!..hahaxx..
me n jo-nyee created a song..it was so random kayss??..i was like playing playing G..then suddenly i jux started singing his name...ahaxx..funnee rite??..^^..but jo loves it..n i do too..i thought i could 4get about him...(another him)..but then i jus cant...
then wnet 4 tennis started 2 rain abit...so went home eralier than usual....=)..



TODAY!!...FRIDAY LARHH...=]...

today was torture...haih...the whole day was like wat??..n i was like..standing there..n he din even say nything 2 me...=(.....T_T..owh well...watever lahh....wat 2 do??..haiz betullah...jo said i was emo-ing...n asked me to stop emo-ing...coz she siad that oni she could emo...XD..ahh..jo, jo..

then,..came back..did maths...hmmpphh...then went 4 trainning..thank GOD it din rain 2day...mayb i'll add sumore 2 da song yeah jo??...^^...

jo was such a comfort 2 me today..th'nx jo!..i love u!....mwahxx!!....

zoe..

heyzz..

owh well..today wasnt that gud....=(..hehe...

u guyz dun have 2 understand this..i jux need 2 pour out my feelings...

i knew u before...but then..i never knew that u were like dat...
i love u....
if u dont..well then,..okie..i'm sorree..
i'll try 2 seal up everything i love about u...keep it sumwhere else...locked up...
i'll forget about u in time...n i'm sorree..

everything i loved about u....ur smile, ur face...
i'll keep them with me..
n i'll try 2 forget them..
i'll go on with my life...
i'll try starting over...like nuthin' happened..n i knoe it's gonna be hard


but i still LOVE u...

n i jus wanna say that...

i'm sorree...