Tuesday, December 23, 2008


hey ppl, i jus wanna let u guys knoe that i have moved! to a different blog..this bloggie shall just be left behind and untouched..thanks so much guys!..mwah!

new bloggie url: whatismylifesong.blogspot.com (what is )my lifesong?)


Saturday, December 13, 2008

okay...quick post..

i knoe i said that i wud blog abt the qb thingy..but uhh..okay....camy has already blogged abt it..so for the pichas n details..go see her bloggy kayh? it's under my "links"..

go click camy...luv her!.muah..



Friday, December 12, 2008

christmas cookie pichas! ;]


the first tray of unbaked cookies..

2nd tray..XD

a christmas tree shaped cookie!..cute onot?..=]..hahaxx..

all the cookies on MY tray just b4 going into the oven!..

the first tray!..all done!..=]..haha..yumm yumm!

aiyak..the disaster..not enough butter so these bickies got stuck. ;]..hehexx...

whoo~~..the fattest one of the lot!...^^

oh! the second tray!...=).... MY tray... nice horr?.. lols..*perasan*..hahass..

woo...me n my ideas..=)

the spoon was somebody's idea lahh..but nice ryte? haha..we had to find sumthing to fill the space kan?..=]

n yeah..the cookies in the cookie, err..container? lolz..

n then i got carried away n started snapping shots of my kitchen..LOL :-...


the third tray...^^..

so yeah..those are all the cookie pichas i'm gonna upload fer now..

n then, there was syazana's card ryte? yupp..so sweet of her..aww..luv u, hun...


so.camp's starting soon...REAL SOON...cant wait..ish...sad larr..sad larr..ooh..my darling melissa's not going...mish u like crazy lahh dear...T_T....n she keep's deleting her accounts...hmm..wonder y...XP

marcus is not going too..wuu...*cries*...hahaxx...miss them..n soon yi too! my bible camp koko...actually  OUR koko...miss u loads dear...T_T...*cries again*..hahahh..


i'm out..luv u guys. X]



Thursday, December 11, 2008

christmas cookies!

lols..i actually saved this post much much earlier...n entitled it sumthing else..but bleh..no mod to blog abt that nymore lahh..so yeah..

n yesh, i was gonna do this post a few days ago, but urghh...the comp had some serious problems..so..ahh...was to upset,frustrated,dissapointed,aggravated,irritated,tired..n wateva else u can think of lahh..to lazy to type here..=]..hahass..

so yeah..mom made cookies! CHRISTMAS COOKIES! in the shape of christmas trees...hahass..

n on the same day, i recieved a letter from....none other than SYAZANA!...aw..[lurves]...miss her like soooo much ya knoe...havent seen her for over two yrs now..n she gave a letter! so sweet of her..if u ever read this darling, i jus wanna tell u dat i love u loads..n i appreciate it ALOT!...hahass..

n ooh! one more reason to b happy...my camera is finally working again!..lols..changed the batteries..got a new charger..(super xpensive man! for a charger? hahaxx..)...so used it to snap the shots..

grr..christmas is near..christmas gifts..already bought..(for me that is ;] )..christmas cookies made..

BUT THE CHRISTMAS TREE IS NOT UP YET!..n i'm like..ahhh!!!..so lazy to put it up larhh..but don worry, i'll try n get it up by tomolo..XDD..hahaxx...n ooh i''l definitely post up piches of it..=D...hees...

pichas coming up in the next post!



Tuesday, December 9, 2008

hepi birthday yolande tang!

okay, so yesh..i knoe i am one day LATE...but, better late than nvr rite?..hahass..so..


keke...i love u lots n lots n lots..i tink i've known u for lets c....1, 2, 3....

3 years dee! or 4..i forgot lahh..but anywayz..i love u aite? n u knoe it!...^^...

dis is my darling yoyo:-

c???...so prety rite?..X]..hahass..

luv u, darls!...

ooh, n not forgtting...hepi birthday to camille soo's mummy!!...the pretty one..XDDD...yupp yupp..i agree wit camy...where did u get ur lovely looks from, if they werent from ur mom?...XDD..hahass..love u too, babe...


Sunday, December 7, 2008

tagged by dennis..

i need to answer these questions and tag 4 people in my list ......

4 places i go over and over :-

computer room,bedroom,kitchen? car.

4 people who email me regulary :-


4 of my favourite places to eat :-

kenny rogers! W.I.P (work in progress),italianese,equatorial buffet!..hahahh..

4 places you'd rather :-

bible camp (CCC),US,qb,kl.

4TV shows i could watch over and over-

tv shows?..shrek 3,kung fu panda,nything wif eddie murphy, 24!

4 people i think will respond ( let them know u tagged them )


Saturday, December 6, 2008

bible camp..


lols..so okay yeah..cant wait!...bible camp 08 is jus round da corner!...hahass..yeah man....

but then, alot of my est budds from bc last yr not coming lahh..so sad...T_T..haish..owh yea, let me tell u abit abt bible camp 07...XD..enjoy!

dis is marcus darling..i love him tonnes..my "other half"..lols.ppl..only ministers from bible camp 07 will understand...

alvin laling!!...i <3>

alvin in of his more descent posses...=)..hahaxx...mwah!


my darlings..from left:-esther, joyce me love..ning ning!..babes....^^ hees...n celeste, the fair n screamy one...=P..hahahahahaxx..miss u guys

from left:-yi ting..the pretty "rich" wife-of-johnson"...ahah...stephanie..the nice one..n may lyn!!...the guitar gal...^^

my dears..from left:-(bottom "row") ka lup, sanjay,johnson,zac (with the ice-cream), MARCUS...(2nd row) danny honey,wei sheng, peik yang..

awhh, alvin..crazy as usual..johnson..n zac...eew, zac!

ying ning!!...awwh, cheah cheah, steph jie!!..miss u gals!!...

my name on the minister's  "bed name tag" lol..

vivien wif the devil's horns...eii!, u curi his horns..hahahahaxx..

alvin...XDDD..the usual...hahahh...with danny's angel hallo..

thecencorship board..haish..miss it tonnes...T_T..bible camp members will remember wad it was used for...=)

yeap.so yeah, bible camp 07 was like the best week of my life!..so far lahh rite?...everyone there was like, so nice n friendly, n wad's more i had a great leader for the ministers!..soon yi!..

so yeah, first day went there, kinda sad larr, coz i din reali knoe anyone at all in my group apart from may lyn n zac...n i was like...dielaa dielaa..then, it all turned out well...the first fren i made there was celeste low!...mind u her name is pronounced "selest"...not selestee...haha..so many ppl called her that n she was like..eii, my name is not pronounced like dat lahh..

so yeah, enuf abt celeste..hahass....then, we had lotsa fun, i can still remember...i scored a goal 4 my during netball..then, kevin helped..aww..but still i was proud!...lols..we had captainball,netball,dodgeball,the lastic game and one more..i 4got..*shrugs*..owh well...X]

then, we had great activities, like the cook-out,walking at the beach (every afternoon)...then, we buried johnson in the sand...hahahh...n guess wad? we (me, wei sheng n marcus) were chasing each other here n there..hahahh! syiok betul laa...wei sheng so long n fast..very hard to catch him lahh..n then marcus always syiok sendiri wan at times....lols..miss them both..we had geatmesseages from mr. lian n mr francis dunn...

i remember the time when we had the discussion session....marcus came into the hall late, so i asked him to sit beside me..(n no nat, i dont like him..i LOVE him...XDD..hey? i'm a minister of LUV..)..n then, both of us were sooooooo tired..we jus rested our heads on our hands...n plop..fell into sleep.i knoe..we shud have been paying attention...hey, i WAS paying attention..jus not full attention..(",)...lols...then, we tot that no one wud perasan..but nat n yi xin were like, eii, u all fell asleep jus now rite? n we were like, aiyak, gone...^^

then, on friday nite, movie nite,...we had acting n stuff..the nite b4, zac,tim n soon yi were planning the script 4 mine n marcus' part...but we din knoe anything abt it..yepp..not a clue!

so the whole day of friday, we had like, practises n stuff...so funny i tell u!!..coz zac was helping marcus n teaching on how to do his part properly..n marcus kept on laughing..well, parctically the whole crew was laughing....haish...it was all so fun..dunno whether we can have that again onot tis yr....T_T....


so yeah, acting nite:- ENJOY!..

c the devil at work?..^^..sanjay n kevin...hahahahahahahahaha....KEVIN!!...lols..haish...kevin kevin....(only "we" will understand"...)

this one was the defenders of faith....not quite sure of their names..X)..

hahahh..vivien n lemuel are in this pic..spot zara?...XDDDD....hahass...love u too, dear!

hahahxx...look at the christmas tree...XDDD..still laugh at it everytime i look at it...=)...so cute!...n yi ting...wif her "husband" johnson...

danny..the angel...nice onot his baju?....one piece of big cloth, one white pants..and a whole lot of tissue for his wings!!....wow..great job guys!....hehe...the wings n the hallo so nice rite?..of cours elaa..ministers do wan mahh...=)..*beams proudly*....kah wei..the unbeliever..nice onot his clothes??..^^..ahaha..n owh, the christmas tree!

timothy the "DEVIL"...hahahh..he reali was a "devil"...love u, tim!

lols...so some of u might understand n some of u might not..^^

n yeah, the last day? sad case larr...melissa was crying..haish..darling....wont b able to c u dis yr lahh...T_T...T_T..T_T..

yalorhh...for those bible campers, i hope to meet all of u guys..n yesh, i miss u guys tonnes!..

from left:- johnson dear...peik yang?? blur...^^...marcus..my darling..wei sheng..(ORLANDO BLOOM)..hahahhh, my other darling..sanjay!!..my cutie darling..hohoho!..

u ppl rawk my world!...RAWK ON, GUYS!..

Friday, December 5, 2008

music vids u might wanna c..

okay, so i have nuthin to do rite now, n yeah, actually i do, but bleh...

so, according to wad the title says up there *points* , this post is abt the music vids thaty i've seen (mind u i have not seen ALOT)...n which i think are nice, n wud recommend u to go watch them. ;)

lol..so first up, TAYLOR SWIFT's love story..

this vid is the latest on i've seen so far..(yea, sue me..i'm too lazy to wait 4 a vid on utube to load)..

love story, as wad the lyrics suggest, is abt romeo n juliet. if u guys do not yet knoe abt the story, i suggest u go read it. NOW.abridged version, preferbly. XD. so, it's abt these two, hu r air of the two enemy families, the capulets, n the..well, i forgot. (the dont-know-wats) ahaha..shakespear wud kill me. XD okay, so i'm getting off topic. the vid shows the owh-so-lovely taylor swift, as juliet. n another guy, which ppl say looks bad, as none other than romeo. n yes, u knoe y this vid is so awesome? not only bcoz of taylors fantastic lyrics, but oso th'nx to the fact that there were alot of lovely dresses, the setting  was perfect. altho a lil bit too modernised 4 the original, but hey? it's the 21st century rite? u cant b sticking to old style stuff. so yeah, n i especially liked juliet, taylor. she's jus so pretty!!!..gahh..her complection so flawless n her hair was PERFECT. n i mean perfect. girls wud appreciate it. i think? her dresses are so the lovely too! dont agree? u're nuts. her dress is sexy enuf n fits her perfectly.that's wad makes the vid even more exciting to watch!..hahass..so yeah,hmm, the video is fantastic. reali. not kidding. the dancing is like, so nice too. they had a balnce between enuf dancing, alot of taylor (which was gud)..n enuf of the not-so-gud-looking guy...haha..i'm being mean..so..okay, i found a high quality vid. but the embed was disabled..so click!..result?? RECOMMENDED!..


2nd up!

disturbia! by rihanna

yupp, i dunno y,but i like this vid so much. n yes, it does give me the creeps jus watching it.XD..hahas..i knoe..big baby. okay, so,disturbia is abt this very disturbing thing that's happening to rihanna. n in the vid, the setting is quite dark, which suits the song very well. the vid shows rihanna having "disturbia". n she keeps on shaking her head as if to get rid of it. (i think). by the way, all my comments not guranteed correct or wat eva. comments from the public are very much velcomed. =]..so were was i? ahh, yes, n then another thing i think is reali gud in this vid is when the "back-up" dancers sort-of "dance" as in when they move their bodies in a robotic style, but it shows clearly that they too have disturbia. i cant describe it with words.they're like lil voices in her head-part of the disturbia. u guys shud go watch it 4 urself n c. n rihanna is like, tied up or put in a cage becoz "they" (the ppl around her) are afraid she'll do something drastic th'nx to the disturbia thingy. so yeah, n i think that if this video gives u the creeps, then it has achieved part of it's objective. agree not?..result?? RECOMMENDED TOO!..hopefully u're not weak at heart or anything..^^..hahass..

yupp, found the highest quality vid, but sadly, the embed was disabled too. so yeah, haish, but, jus click n watch the vid if u havent watched it yet.XD..tq!


3rd up!

stan by eminem

okay, so yeah, this vid, is abt a guy named stanley, hu lives with his gf. n stan is a big fan of this guy named "slim"..i think that's it..yeah..n then, he writes to slim. slim is like big star.n stan is a great big fan of his. so stan writes to slim, expecting him to write back. but guess wad? one of his letters is lost,n so the letter nvr reaches slim.his other letter did reach slim tho. n stan thought that slim din wanna write back to him. then,stan goes to kill his gf hu finds out abt his craze over slim. then, stam ties her up in the boot, on a rainy nite, n plans to let her suffocate, n then throw her in to a lake or sumthing. but, since the road was slippery, stan lost control of his car which was on the bridge, and the whole car went into the water. of course both stan n his gf died.then, slim decides to write back to stan after the incident. he tells stan not to do anything rash but 2 love his girlfren. then he writes abt  how he saw the news, abt some guy drwoning with his girlfren, n guess wad? it WAS stan himself.this vid is scary, to me, coz it tells abt how rough n violent this guy is. u shud watch the vid till the end, then lyrics are quite easy to understand, but the video might not b that gud, coz i cudnt find a high quality one. so i'll post the lyrics up too.



Chorus: Dido
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

1st Chorus: volume gradually grows over raindrop background
2nd Chorus: full volume with beat right after "thunder" noise

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got him
There probably was a problem at the post office or something
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot him
but anyways; f*** it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some b**** who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground s*** that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the s*** you did with Ruckus too, that s*** was phat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan

{Chorus: Dido

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's F***** UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty s***ty man - you're like his f***ing idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
so when I have a s***ty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got s*** else so that s*** helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
We should be together too

{Chorus: Dido

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever send your a**
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped ALL of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; {*screaming* 
Shut up b****! I'm trying to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh s***, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this s*** out?

{Chorus: Dido

Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that s*** intentionally just to diss you
But what's this s*** you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that s*** just clowning dog,
c'mon - how f***ed up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
to help your a** from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this s*** about us meant to be together?
That type of s***'ll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy s***
I seen this one s*** on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you

yupp, i read thru the lyrics, sounds real interesting. i mean s in gud writing. but the message is terrible. that guy, is WEIRD. yupp, pls read it if u have the time. n owh, i censored all the cursing. seriously! lot lahh weih. n if i missed out any, sorry ahh? okay..

so i hink that' sabt it. if there are any other gud vids, then i'll post 'em up here. XDDDD..lols. th'nx 4 reading peeps! u guys rawk. n urghh..that stan song is beginning to REALI freak me out..


Thursday, December 4, 2008

random-ness seizes me


~i am FAT.

~i love luiz felipe scolari!

~chesea was jus giving chance to the gunners..

~haha!..liver-pool drawed with westham!...*westham ryte?*

~drums scare me. wait a minute, no they dont!  DRUMS are HAWT!..(now where in the world did drums come from?)

~new fren:dannee!

~to daniel's dad: i'm sorry!

~nyee:welcome back from the dead? ahaha..LOLS..jk jk..

~i wanna go 4 GREEN nite too!

~th'nx cheng!

~it was so obvious..

~camille: CONGRATS gurl! so proud n happy 4 yah!..hahaxx..

~debz, aiya...it's okayh lorr...T_T..*sob sob*

~currently missing: ihsan

~HE is irritating..not ihsan i mean XD

~i hate maths!

~i've got THREE PINK hankies

~robert pattinson is soooooo NOT hawt. only in the show he is.

~i'm over yahh jason dolley!

~christmas is coming! n the tree's STILL not up..

~24 is AWESOME..anyone have season 7? dvd? pls? anyone?

~kiekie, i admire u

~me call nyee now!......tak jadi...=.="

~chicken is yummy!

~watcha call, a watcha-ma-call-it?..ahahaha..XD  ss

~craving..uhh, urmm, laksa..nope..sushi? yeap, probably..owh, yea, seafood!..OYSTERS! LALA! LOBSTER! SALMON! TUNA! MUSSELS! *wrong spelling..SEA CUCUMBER!


~i miss: ihsan! 

~camy! <3's

~joan! <3's

~(shoot! i'm running out of colours!)

~~nyee, pak, vei, pri pri~~

~nuin! nina!....err, umm, MUMU?..hahaxx..rofl..

that's all fer now. XD

i'm out,


Wednesday, December 3, 2008

taylor swift's Love Story

We were both young
When I first saw you
I closed my eyes
And the flash back starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

I see the lights
See the party the ballgowns
I see you make your way
Through the crowd
And say Hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo
You were throwing pebbles
'Till my daddy said Stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Beggin' you Please don't go

And I said

Romeo take me
Somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting
All that's left to do is run
You be the Prince
And I'll be the Princes
It's a Love Story
Baby just say Yes

So I sneak out
To the garden to see you
We keep quiet
Cause were dead if they new
So close your eyes
Just keep this down for a little while

Cause you were Romeo
I was a Scarlett Letter
And my daddy said Stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
And I was beggin' you Please don't go

And I said

Romeo take me
Somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting
All that's left to do is run
You be the Prince
And I'll be the Princes
It's a Love Story
Baby just say Yes

Romeo save me
They're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult
But it's real
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a Love Story
Baby just say Yes

I got tired of waiting
Wounderin' if you were ever comin' around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said

Romeo save me
I've been feelin' so alone
I keep waiting for you
But you never come
Is this in my head?
I don't know what to think
He kneels to the ground
And pulls out a ring

And says

Marry me Juliet
You never have to be alone
I love you
And that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a Love Story
Baby just say Yes

Cause we were both young
When I first saw you

i LUV this song. it's jus so sweet! the lyrics are nice. =]