hmm

so..friday, we said gudbye to cik rusyawati..our trainee civiks teachers..bleh..so we played ice..hahaxx..lol.it was fun i tell u!...XD..lol..then, they took the leftover ice water from the ice back n poured it all over me..it was seriously nice weih...i wudnt have minded if they'd poured the ice on me too..^^..haha..

then, monday, pee-em-arr!..lol..i was scared lah...for my frenz..zaa, yi xin, n natalie!..now it's over de..owh, n we came out in news paper u knoe!..awesome!..lol..

tuesday, got locked out of class coz nuin, nina,jo n pn kow werent in skool..then went 4 marching, so it din reali bother me..

wednesday, suppoesed to go 4 kawad kenaikan pangakat..wait wait wait..wear everything adee..in the end, the examiner din come, n we cudnt take the test..stupid..so, we have to do it after exam lorhh..which will  mostlikely b next yr lahh..i'm quite sure of it...i doubt we can do it dis yr dee..so anywayz...

yesterday?.nuthin much, talked to jezz at 11 sumthin at nite until kena marah teruk-teruk..watlaa..

today?..ran around the whole skool, looking 4 daniel, went to get the bible camp borang, ran back down to find him, gave to syamie, then, suddently saw him..*swt*..then, rush back to kantin, missed rehat..had to tugas 4 rehat kedua..stupid..then, after skool, hang out wif camy n pak they all...makan my rehat food..(which i din eat during rehat)...then went back..on9 until now..Xd..lol..boring kan?..XD..i knoe..sue me..

zoe..XD

the bitterness of it all

owh..hey guyz, again..life's so tough..i feel like vomiting now...T_T..*sobx*

i wanna cry, 

and the tears will never dry,

no matter wat i do,

or wat i think,

it will never change,

i'll jus continue to sink..

life's so hard, 

when the one u love,

doesnt love u back the same way,

n u cant be with that person, 

no matter wat.. (okie so this doesnt rhyme,.. hey i'm feeling depressed kay? )

haih, i wanna stop,

but i jus cant,

that person's so special,

owh why why?

okay i gotta go,

i'll continue when i'm free kay?

lol

zoe..

*countinueation*

life's so hard,
when u have no one beside you, told hold u, n to encourage u when u're down.
no special someone there, u knoe u can always cry on.
sure, u have great frenz, but their not that person..the one u wanna b with when u're so down..

why am i like this?
i've changed so much. this is so NOT me.. if u knoe me well..
haih..ppl keep on saying that i'm emo..
well, i'm sorry if i've hurt u guyz in any way, coz i'm reali not myself now..n i'm seriously NOT thinking straight..so i'm reali sorry.. kay?
give me some time, cope with me..n please dun jus let me fall..i dun wanna burn out..like so many of them.
 
okay. i'm done 4 now..=]..
listening to play my music by jo bros..love it..(from camp rock mahh..=D)

zoe..

heyzz..

owh well..today wasnt that gud....=(..hehe...

u guyz dun have 2 understand this..i jux need 2 pour out my feelings...

i knew u before...but then..i never knew that u were like dat...
i love u....
if u dont..well then,..okie..i'm sorree..
i'll try 2 seal up everything i love about u...keep it sumwhere else...locked up...
i'll forget about u in time...n i'm sorree..

everything i loved about u....ur smile, ur face...
i'll keep them with me..
n i'll try 2 forget them..
i'll go on with my life...
i'll try starting over...like nuthin' happened..n i knoe it's gonna be hard


but i still LOVE u...

n i jus wanna say that...

i'm sorree...